August 31, 2009

Changes come

Is it weird that I don't really miss him?
I was 19 years old. That feels like eons ago to me now.

I tried on his life, his friends, his opinions.
You don't buy what doesn't fit you.

I hope he's ok, wherever he is...
but I've finally climbed out of the hole I had sunk into.

When people ask me how I'm doing now, I say fuckin' great.