November 11, 2009

I heard he tried to kill himself.
This makes me feel horrible.
Sometimes I feel guilty that he had everything taken away, and I gained all I ever wanted.
But I always told him that being such a negative person will only attract negative energy.
All of his greatest fears manifested, I believe, from focusing too intently on them.

So while he pointed a finger and tried to shut me out from the world,
I poured my energy into a snowy landscape and a rose quartz.

You don't have to believe in magick,
but I wished so hard for you...